Friday, July 10, 2009

Feelin' Good!

It is hard to believe that it is already July!!! Where has the summer gone? I have been so busy, and have had MAJOR changes in my life, but no time to blog about that now...

I wanted to write about two things that happened in the last week that have left me feeling fantastic!!!

The other day our family spent the day at the local pool/water park. I felt pretty good wearing my suit, at least better than years past, but I was still worried about the extra skin you can see when I wear it. I tried to put that out of my mind and just have fun with my family. After about 10 min, my hubby looked at me with a shitty grin, and said " you are a MILF!" It took me a min to figure out what he said, but when I did, I just LOL!!! One, my hubby doesn't use the "f" word, so it was a little shocking...but more importantly, it make me feel good that my hubby was proud to have me at his side! (extra skin and all!)

One other night this week, we were goofing around before bedtime (like we always do) and I jumped on Russ' back. He turned around and looked at me with this face of amazement. He couldn't believe how light I was. He proceeded to pick me up on his back and dance and run around the house. I was laughing so hard! Not only did it feel good to let go and have some fun, but it has been years since someone has lifted me up like that. I felt like such a girl...and it felt great!

On the weight loss front, I am down 119! I am really excited that I only have 2 lbs to lose before I am at the goal I set for myself at the start of this journey! I am really going to look into PS before long. I don't want to spend another summer with my tire. LOL!

There are days that I wonder if I am too tight. I tend to have a PB about two or three times a month...mostly if I let myself get too hungry and eat too fast! For now, I am going to work on just slowing down, and not waiting for that bad hunger to set in!

More later!
Love, Niki